October 2010
4 posts
Early Day 4
Cocked up tonight. 5 beers… 2 cigarettes… I did realise something though. I did not want to smoke up until I had my first beer. Chin up though, new day tomorrow, fresh start. Mistakes are human…
Oct 10th
Day 3
Travelled back home today for the weekend. Actually have felt fairly ok today. I’m going out tonight for a friend’s birthday. It will be strange not drinking or smoking but will see how it goes. As strange as it sounds, I’m actually starting to enjoy this a little…
Oct 9th
Day 2
Easier day today. Still a few temptations but overall I’m feeling positive. I’ve been invited out tonight but may avoid it. Is there much point to a club if you’re not intoxicated?
Oct 8th
Day 1
It’s funny how when you make something forbidden in your life that suddenly it becomes desirable. I’ve smoked for two years. I know it’s bad for me, I know I want to stop, I think all smokers do but I’m not looking at it in this way. I’m not going to focus on what I’m missing, but what I’ll be gaining. I’m also giving up alcohol for a month as it...
Oct 7th